Monday.
This is my diary. My week. I’m a whore. It’s what I do. It pays the bills. Keeps this small apartment clean. It’s quiet here, most days. Except when I’m working.
My work is specific. Men come to me for my throat. They call me the Throat Queen. Or they hear about me. They want to see if it’s true. How deep I can take them. How much I can handle before I gag. How I take it anyway.
I looked in the mirror this morning. Same face. Eyes look tired maybe. Dark circles. I don’t sleep enough. Short dark hair, easy to manage. Doesn’t get in the way. My face is sharp. Cheekbones high. Jaw strong. It needs to be. My body is lean. Stringy muscle. Got to have stamina for this work. I keep myself clean. Professional. This body is my tool. My throat is my specialty.
The apartment is simple. One main room. Bed in the corner, neatly made. Small sofa. Clean floor. Small kitchen area, bathroom off to the side. It’s anonymous. Clients like that. No personal pictures. Nothing that says who I am when I’m not working. It’s just a space for the job.
I checked my schedule. First one was due at noon. A regular. John. He didn’t use his real name, probably. I didn’t use mine. He was predictable. Always booked Monday lunchtime. Always wanted the same thing. Average size. Thick though. A good way to start the week. A warm-up for my throat. Nothing too challenging, but enough to remind my muscles what they needed to do.
I tidied up. Wiped down the small table. Put out a clean towel by the bed. Checked myself again. Simple black top, loose pants. Easy access. No fuss. I sat on the edge of the sofa. Waited. The clock ticked. Sounds loud in the quiet room. My throat felt normal. Ready. A little tightness in my jaw maybe. I stretched it. Opened wide, closed slow. Ready for the work.
The doorbell buzzed. Right on time.
I opened the door. John stood there. Same guy as always. Brown hair, glasses. Plain shirt, work pants. Looked like any office guy. He nodded. Didn’t smile much. He knew the routine.
“Come in,” I said. My voice was low. Neutral.
He stepped inside. Took off his shoes by the door. Put his jacket over the back of the chair. He looked at me. His eyes went down my body, then back to my face. A flicker of something in his look. Hunger. Need. That’s why they came.
He didn’t waste time. He walked towards the clear space in the middle of the room. Stopped. Waited for me.
I walked over. Knelt down on the floor. The wood was cool beneath my knees. I kept my back straight. Looked up at him. He was already unbuckling his belt. The sound of the leather strap sliding out. The jingle of the buckle. Then the zip of his pants. Familiar sounds. Part of the job.
He pushed his pants down just enough. His cock sprang out. Already hard. Thick. Veins stood out on the shaft. The head was dark red, glistening a little with pre-cum. Average length, but the thickness was notable. It would stretch me. That’s what he liked.
He stood there, feet apart. Holding his cock in his hand. Stroking it slowly once or twice. Watching me watch him.
I opened my mouth. Ready.
He stepped closer. Positioned the head of his cock at my lips. I leaned forward slightly. Took the tip onto my tongue. Wet it with my spit. The taste was faint. Salty. Metallic. Just him.
He pushed forward. Slow. Controlled. He liked to feel every inch going in. I let my lips close around the base of the head. My tongue worked, slicking the shaft with more spit as he slid deeper. Past my teeth. Filling my mouth. The thickness pressed against the roof of my mouth, pushed my tongue down flat.
He stopped there for a moment. Let me adjust. I breathed slow through my nose. Kept my eyes on his face. His expression was tight. Focused.
Then he pushed again. Deeper. This was the part that mattered. The part I trained for. I relaxed my throat. Opened the passage. It’s a conscious thing. Letting go of the normal urge to close, to swallow. Just open.
His cock slid past my tongue. Into the back of my mouth. Hitting the entrance to my throat. Pressure built. Stretching the soft tissue. I felt my throat muscles trying to work around him. Trying to grip.
He pushed more. Deeper still. I felt the first tickle. Way down. The signal. The gag reflex starting to twitch. It was a physical thing. An electric jolt deep inside. My stomach clenched. My throat wanted to heave.
I fought it. Focused. Breathed steady. Kept the muscles as relaxed as I could force them to be. It took concentration. Took control. I could feel the urge rise, strong. A wave of nausea. My eyes watered a little at the edges. Stinging. But I held it back. Pushed past the reflex. Forced my throat to accept the invasion.
He groaned then. A low sound in his chest. He felt me take him past the point. Felt my control. That’s what he paid for.
He pushed all the way. Until the base of his cock was pressed hard against my lips. His balls rested against my chin. I was full. Completely full. His cockhead was deep inside. Touching the very back wall of my throat. A hard pressure point. Uncomfortable. Always uncomfortable. But manageable.
I held him there. My jaw ached from the stretch. Spit pooled in my mouth, slicking his shaft. I could taste his pre-cum more now. Thick. Salty. I kept my eyes locked on his. Showed him I could take it.
He started to move. Slow at first. Pulling back just a few inches. Then pushing deep again. Hitting that spot at the back. Over and over. Slow, deliberate fucking of my throat. Each deep thrust sent a shiver through me. Part gag reflex, part body reacting to the deep penetration.
My eyes kept watering. Tears escaped. Rolled down my temples. Not crying tears. Just body tears. The kind you get when you choke, when something hits that spot deep inside. He saw them. His breathing got heavier.
He picked up the pace. Faster now. Harder thrusts. Ramming his cock down my throat. The pressure was intense. My head rocked back slightly with each push. He didn’t hold my head. He trusted me to take it. Or he liked seeing me handle it. The sound was wet. Sucking sounds as he pulled back slightly. A slapping sound as his balls hit my chin. His grunts. My own muffled sounds, caught deep in my throat around his cock.
I focused on the feeling. The raw friction. The stretch. The constant fight against the gag reflex. It never went away completely. Just lurked there. Waiting for me to slip. I didn’t slip. I kept my throat open. Kept taking him. Deeper and deeper with each thrust. The smell of his skin was stronger now. Sweat. Man smell. Mixed with the taste of his cock.
My jaw was really aching now. A deep burn. My throat felt raw. Rubbed. Used. But it was working. Doing its job. He was getting closer. I could feel it in the way he moved. The tension in his body. His hips pounded harder. Faster. Relentless.
He grunted loud. A sharp sound. His whole body tensed up. His cock jumped deep inside my throat. The first pulse. Hot cum shot out. Thick. Filling the back of my throat instantly. Another pulse. More cum. Hot and heavy. Coating everything.
I swallowed. Hard. My throat muscles worked automatically. Contracting around his still-hard cock. Pulling the load down. It was thick. Almost sticky. Tasted strong. Salty and musky. He kept pulsing. More cum came. I swallowed again. Choked slightly on the volume. A small cough trapped behind his shaft. I forced it down. Got it all. Swallowed until he was finished. Until the pulsing stopped.
He stayed deep inside me for a moment longer. Breathing hard. His cock still filling my throat. Then he pulled out. Slowly. The wet sound echoed in the room. His cock slid free. Red and glistening with my spit and his cum.
I stayed kneeling. Took a deep breath through my mouth. My throat felt raw. Stretched. Coated inside with his load. The taste lingered. I cleared my throat softly. Swallowed again.
He pulled up his pants. Buckled his belt. Didn’t say anything. He reached into his wallet. Took out the usual amount. Put the cash on the small table. Picked up his jacket. Put his shoes back on. He gave me one last look. A brief nod. Then he was gone. The door clicked shut.
Silence again. Just the sound of my own breathing.
I stayed there for a minute. On my knees. Letting my throat recover. The ache in my jaw started to fade a little. I spat into my hand. Just spit. Thick. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand.
Then I got up. My knees felt stiff. I went to the bathroom. Turned on the tap. Rinsed my mouth out. Again and again. Cold water. Swished it around. Spat into the sink. The taste of him faded, but the feeling remained. That stretched, used feeling deep in my throat.
I looked in the mirror. Eyes still a bit red around the edges. Face flushed slightly. Jaw looked tight. I opened my mouth. Looked at my throat in the reflection. Couldn’t see much. Just knew how it felt. Raw. But ready.
I cleaned up the main room. Put the money away. Wiped down the spot on the floor where I’d knelt. Put the used towel in the hamper. Everything back to neutral. Ready for the next one. Whenever that might be.
Just another Monday. The week was just starting. My throat felt the warm-up. It was stretched. Awake. Ready for whatever came next. More clients. Bigger challenges. That was the job. That was the life of the Throat Queen. I closed my diary. For now.
Tuesday Night. New guy.
My throat felt better today. The rawness from Monday faded by the afternoon. Just a slight ache left deep inside. A reminder of the work. A reminder of what it was built for. I spent the day quiet. Rested my jaw. Drank water. Waited.
The booking came in late afternoon. Online system. No name, just a time slot. 8 PM. And a note. "Heard you're the best. Want to see for myself." That usually meant trouble. Or at least, a challenge. Someone who wanted to push things. Test the limits. Test my limits. Fine. That’s what I advertised. Throat Queen. Come and see.
I prepared the apartment same as always. Clean surfaces. Fresh towel. Dim light. Just enough to see, but soft. Made the bed. Smooth sheets. Ready for whatever position he wanted. I put on a different top. Still simple, black, but lower cut. Sometimes they liked that. Something to look at while they used my mouth.
At 8 PM sharp, the buzzer went. He was punctual. I liked that. Professionalism. Even in this line of work.
I opened the door. And just stood there for a second. He was big. Taller than me by a lot. Broad shoulders. Thick neck. Filled the doorway. He had dark eyes, intense. They looked right through me. Sized me up in an instant. He wore a dark jacket, jeans. Looked strong. Solid muscle. Not fat. Just… big. Everything about him felt big. Heavy.
"Come in," I said. Kept my voice steady. Didn't show any reaction to his size. Or the intensity in his stare.
He stepped inside. Moved past me. The air felt thicker around him. He smelled faintly of cold night air and something else. Leather maybe. He took off his jacket. Threw it on the sofa. Didn't bother with his shoes. He turned around. Looked at me again. Then his eyes scanned the room. Took it all in. The bed. The clear space. Then back to me.
"Heard you can take a real cock," he said. His voice was deep. Raspy. Low. It vibrated in the small room. "Heard you don't gag unless it's earned."
"I do my job," I replied. Simple words. No promises, no bragging. Just the fact.
He smirked. A small, tight pull of his lips. It wasn't friendly. It was predatory. "Good. I didn't come here for a gentle suck." He started unbuckling his belt. The sound was loud in the quiet room. Louder than John's belt yesterday. Thicker leather. He unzipped his jeans. Heavy duty zipper.
"Bed," he said. Nodded towards it. "On your back. Legs open a bit."
I did as he said. Walked to the bed. Lay down. The sheets felt cool against my skin. I pulled my knees up slightly. Spread my legs just enough. Like he wanted. I watched him. He kicked off his jeans. Didn't bother folding them. He wore dark boxer briefs. They strained against the bulge between his legs. He was already hard. Very hard.
He hooked his thumbs into the waistband of the boxers. Pulled them down. His cock sprang free.
Fuck.
It was big. Bigger than Monday's guy. Much bigger. Thick. Unusually thick. And long. Darker skin than the rest of him. Heavy veins ran down the shaft. The head was wide, flared. Purple-red. It glistened under the dim light. Already wet with pre-cum. It looked heavy. Solid. Like a weapon.
He didn't hesitate. Didn't stroke it. Didn't wait. He walked right up to the edge of the bed. Stood over me. His shadow fell across my face. He looked down at me. His eyes burned. Intense. Focused purely on my mouth.
Then he moved. Fast. He gripped the base of his cock with one large hand. Leaned down. And shoved it straight into my mouth.
Hard.
No warning. No gentle entry. Just force. The wide head pushed past my lips, forced my jaw wider than felt possible. It filled my entire mouth instantly. Thick. Hot. Pressed my tongue flat against the bottom of my mouth. Suffocating.
Before I could even react, he pushed deeper. Harder. Ramming his cock towards my throat. Fast. Too fast.
My gag reflex exploded. Violent. Uncontrollable. My whole body arched off the bed. A choked, desperate sound ripped from my throat, muffled around the massive cock filling me. My eyes flew wide. Tears sprang instantly. Burning. Blinding.
He didn't stop. He gripped my head with his free hand. Fingers digging into my scalp through my short hair. Held me steady. Pinned me against the pillow. And kept pushing. Deeper. Forcing his way past the gag reflex. Ramming against the tight muscles at the back of my throat.
It hurt. Sharp pain mixed with the overwhelming urge to heave. Raw scraping friction against the delicate lining deep inside. It felt like tearing. Like being ripped open from the inside. Spit flooded my mouth. Couldn't swallow. Couldn't breathe around him. It drooled out of the corners of my lips. Ran down my cheeks. Mixed with the tears. Hot and wet.
He grunted above me. A low, animal sound. He liked the struggle. Liked the gagging. Liked the tears. Liked the feeling of forcing me. Dominating me. Using my throat like it was nothing.
I choked. Coughed violently around his shaft. My stomach churned. Tried to heave him out. But he held me fast. Pushed even deeper. Relentless. That point deep inside. The very back wall. He hit it. Hard. Again and again. Each impact sent a shockwave through me. Made me gag harder. Made the tears flow faster.
This was different. This wasn't control. This was assault. But it was also the job. He paid for this. He paid to push me. To see how much I could take.
Panic fluttered in my chest. The feeling of suffocation was real. Air trapped. Can't breathe in. Can't breathe out. Just the solid, thick pressure of his cock jamming my airway.
But then… instinct took over. Muscle memory. Years of training my throat. I forced myself to focus through the pain, through the panic, through the gagging. Relax. Breathe through the nose. Slow. Steady. Open the throat. Open. Accept it. Take it.
My throat muscles stopped fighting quite so hard. They began to stretch. To accommodate the massive invasion. The violent gagging subsided slightly. Became a tremor deep inside. A constant quiver against his shaft. I forced my jaw to relax, even though it screamed in protest from being stretched so wide for so long.
I took him. Inch by painful inch. Deeper than I thought was possible. Deeper than John yesterday. Deeper than most men could ever reach. Until the base of his cock pressed hard against my lips again. Until his thick, heavy balls rested on my chin. He filled me completely. From lips to the deepest part of my throat. A solid, thick, painful pressure.
He paused then. Felt the shift. Felt me take him fully. He looked down at my face. Spit and tears smeared on my cheeks. Eyes red-rimmed. But I was holding him. Taking all of him.
He let out a low growl. Pleasure. Triumph. Then he started to move. Slowly at first. Pulling back just enough to clear the deepest spot. Then ramming back down. Hitting that raw spot again. Over and over. Slow, deep, punishing strokes. Stretching me. Testing the limits of what my throat could take.
My body still trembled. The gag reflex was still there. A constant hum beneath the surface. Threatening to surge back with every deep thrust. But I held on. Kept my throat open. Took the abuse. Watched his face above me. His eyes were glazed now. Lost in the sensation. Lost in the power.
He started moving faster. Pounding into my throat. Harder and harder. His hips slammed against the bed frame with each thrust. His balls slapped against my chin. Wet, heavy slaps. His grunts grew louder. Rougher.
The friction was intense. Raw on raw. My throat felt like sandpaper. Burning. But I didn't close up. Didn't pull away. Couldn't anyway, he still held my head loosely. But I wouldn't have. This was the challenge. This was the proof.
I could feel him building. The tension in his thick body increased. His thrusts became frantic. Desperate. He was close. Very close. His face contorted. Jaw clenched tight. Eyes squeezed shut for a second.
Then he roared. A loud, guttural sound that filled the room. His whole body locked up. His hips gave one final, violent thrust. Pushing his cock as deep as it could possibly go. Slamming into the back of my throat.
And then he came.
Fuck. So much cum. It wasn't just pulses. It was a flood. Hot, thick ropes of cum shooting out. Drenching the back of my throat. Instantly. Filling the space. Choking me.
I gagged hard again. Couldn't help it. The sheer volume was overwhelming. I tried to swallow. Desperately. My throat muscles contracted convulsively. Trying to clear the passage. Trying to get it down. But he kept coming. More and more cum. Thick. Heavy. Salty. Musky taste flooding my senses.
He kept pulsing deep inside me. Pushing more load down my throat even as I struggled to swallow what was already there. I choked. Coughed. A wet, strangled sound. More tears squeezed from my eyes. The taste was everywhere. Thick and cloying.
Finally, the pulsing stopped. His body shuddered one last time. He stayed buried deep inside me for a beat. Heavy. Still hard.
Then he pulled out. Fast. No warning. Ripped his cock free from my throat. The sound was wet and ugly.
He left me there. Lying on the bed. Gasping for air. Coughing violently. Trying to clear my throat. Spit and cum dribbled from my lips onto the sheets. My whole body shook.
He didn't look at me. Just turned away. Grabbed his boxer briefs. Pulled them on. Then his jeans. He zipped up. Buckled his belt. All business now. The intensity was gone from his eyes. Replaced by a flat, satisfied look.
He reached into his wallet. Pulled out a thick fold of bills. Much more than usual. He counted it quickly. Tossed it onto the bedside table. Right next to my head.
"You earned it," he grunted. Didn't sound like a compliment. Just a statement of fact.
He grabbed his jacket from the sofa. Didn't put it on. Just slung it over his shoulder. Walked to the door. Opened it. Didn't look back. He left. The door clicked shut behind him.
Silence crashed down. Heavy. Oppressive. The only sound was my own ragged breathing. My harsh coughs as I tried to clear the lingering thickness from my throat.
I lay there for a long time. Didn't move. Just breathed. Coughed. Felt the absolute raw burn deep inside. My throat felt wrecked. Scraped raw. Stretched beyond its limits. My jaw throbbed with a deep, painful ache. My head hurt where he’d gripped my hair. My cheeks were sticky with dried tears and spit. The sheets beneath me were wet.
Slowly, carefully, I sat up. Swung my legs over the side of the bed. My throat felt swollen. Every swallow hurt. A sharp, scraping pain. I spat into my hand. Thick saliva, tinged slightly pink. Blood? Maybe. Just irritation? Hopefully.
I looked at the money on the table. A lot of money. More than John paid for three sessions. He paid for the proof. He paid for the pain. He paid for the gagging, the tears, the struggle. He paid for me to take that massive cock when every instinct screamed no.
And I took it. I took all of him. Even when it hurt. Even when I choked. Even when I wanted to stop. I took him. Because that’s the job. That’s what they pay the Throat Queen for. To take it. All of it. And then take more.
I stood up. My legs felt shaky. I walked slowly to the bathroom. Turned on the light. Looked in the mirror.
My face was a mess. Eyes bloodshot. Cheeks red and streaked. Lips swollen, slightly bruised where his cock had pressed so hard. I opened my mouth. My throat looked red. Angry. Inflamed. It hurt just to open my jaw that wide again.
I turned on the cold tap. Cupped water in my hands. Rinsed my mouth. Gently. Swished. Spat. Again. And again. Trying to soothe the burn. Trying to wash away the taste. It didn't really help the pain. The rawness was deep. Too deep.
This was the worst it had felt in a long time. He pushed me hard tonight. Right to the edge. Maybe a little past it.
But I did it. I survived. He didn't break me. He got what he paid for. Proof.
I cleaned myself up. Changed the sheets on the bed. Wiped down the surfaces. Put the money away. My hands trembled slightly. Adrenaline maybe. Or just exhaustion.
My throat burned. A constant, deep fire. I knew I wouldn't be taking any more clients tonight. Probably not tomorrow either. Needed time to heal. This one took a toll.
I went back to my diary. Picked up the pen. Throat hurts. Jaw aches. He was big. Rough. Pushed me deep. Gagged hard. Took him anyway. Took his cum. Lots of it. He paid well. Job done. Need rest now.
Closed the book. Tuesday night was over. The Queen was still reigning. But tonight, the crown felt heavy. And the throne felt raw.
Wednesday Afternoon. Two in a row.
My throat felt better this morning. The deep burn from last night faded to a dull ache. Like a muscle worked too hard. Swallowing still felt a bit tight, but the sharp pain was gone. I checked in the mirror. Still looked a little red deep down, but not angry like before. Healing fast. It has to. This job demands it.
The money from the big guy last night sat heavy in my stash box. Good money. Paid for the pain. Paid for the risk. Makes it easier to get ready for the next one. And today, there were two. Booked close together. One at 2 PM, the next at 3:30 PM. A busy afternoon. Back-to-back sessions meant less time to recover in between. More strain. But also more money faster. Need to stay focused.
The first booking was tagged "Rough & Quick." I knew what that meant. No finesse. Just pure, hard use of my throat until he got off. Probably wouldn't take long. These types usually came fast when they got what they wanted. The second booking note just said "Observation." Older client profile. Usually meant slower pace, more focus on the visual, maybe holding deep for longer. A different kind of challenge.
At 1:45 PM, I started prepping. Wiped everything down. Put out clean towels. Checked myself. Same simple clothes. Easy. Ready. My jaw felt okay now. Still a slight stiffness, but manageable. I stretched it open and closed a few times. Took a drink of water. Coated my throat. Ready for the first round.
The buzzer rang at 2 PM exactly. Impatient buzz. Short. Sharp.
I opened the door. He looked like his booking note. Mid-thirties maybe. Tense energy coming off him. Eyes sharp, impatient. Didn't really look at me, just scanned the room. Looking for the spot where it would happen. He wore jeans and a tight t-shirt. Muscled arms. Looked strong.
"In," I said.
He walked past me fast. Didn't take off his shoes. Didn't take off his jacket. Just stopped in the middle of the room. Turned around. Already unbuckling his belt. Fast, rough movements.
"Knees," he snapped. Pointed at the floor in front of him.
I knelt. Didn't waste time. Positioned myself. Looked up. He had his cock out already. Thick, average length. Veiny. Dark red head already wet. He gripped it tight in his fist. Didn't stroke it. Just held it like a weapon. Ready to use it.
He stepped forward until he was right over me. Didn't wait for me to open my mouth. He grabbed a handful of my short hair. Pulled my head back slightly. Roughly. Then he aimed his cock and shoved it straight in.
No slow entry. Just hard force. Like the guy last night, but less massive. Still, the impact made me gasp. His cock head slammed against the back of my tongue. He pushed deeper immediately. Ramming past my teeth. Filling my mouth.
Then he pushed into my throat. Hard. Fast.
Gag reflex kicked in instantly. A hard choke. My throat seized up. Tried to reject him. He didn't care. He used his grip on my hair to hold my head steady. Forced me to take the depth. He rammed his cock deep. Hitting the back wall. Again. Again. Fast, pounding rhythm.
My eyes watered. Tears blurred my vision. Spit filled my mouth, thick around his shaft. A choked gagging sound escaped my lips with every deep thrust. Wet. Ugly. He liked that sound. I could hear his breathing get heavier. Faster. He grunted with each push.
He fucked my throat like he hated it. Hard, fast pumps. No care for the stretch, the pain. Just using me. Using my throat as a hole to pound into. His balls slapped against my chin. Fast rhythm. Wet slapping sound mixing with my choked gags. The friction was raw. Burning. My throat felt scraped with each rapid stroke.
I tried to control the gagging. Tried to relax my throat muscles around the assault. But he moved too fast. Too rough. The gag kept coming back. Hard spasms deep inside. He seemed to get harder the more I gagged. Pushed deeper. Faster.
My jaw ached from being forced open, absorbing the impact. My scalp stung where he gripped my hair tight. But I stayed kneeling. Took the pounding. That was the deal. Rough and Quick. Give him what he paid for.
It didn't take long. His pace got frantic. Desperate. His grunts turned into sharp gasps. His hips slammed forward with violent speed. He was close. Very close.
He let out a sharp yell. Not loud, but tight. Forced out. His whole body went rigid. He jammed his cock as deep as it would go. Held it there. Pulsing hard.
Hot cum shot down my throat. Thick load. Fast pulses. One after another. Filling me up quickly. I swallowed hard against the back pressure. Gagged slightly on the volume. Forced it down. Swallowed again. Got it all. The taste was sharp. Salty. Lingered on my raw throat lining.
He finished pulsing. Pulled out immediately. Just ripped his cock free. Didn't look down. Didn't say anything. He tucked himself back into his pants. Zipped up. Buckled his belt. Still moving fast. Impatient.
He reached into his pocket. Pulled out cash. Threw it on the floor near my knees. Not even on the table. Just tossed it down.
Then he turned. Walked straight out the door. Slammed it shut behind him. Gone.
Silence fell. Just the sound of my own breathing. Ragged. Shallow. My throat felt abused. Scraped raw. Burning from the friction and the fast, hard climax. My jaw hurt. My scalp tingled.
I stayed on my knees for a minute. Coughed a few times. Cleared the thick feeling from my throat. Spat onto the floor beside the money. Just spit. Maybe a little thicker than usual.
Okay. One down. One to go. Forty-five minutes until the next one.
I picked up the money. Put it away. Needed to clean up fast. Went to the bathroom. Rinsed my mouth. Gently. Cold water soothed the burn a little. But the raw feeling was definitely there. More noticeable than after Monday's client. This guy was rougher.
I wiped down the floor where I knelt, where I spat. Changed the towel near the bed. Sprayed a little air freshener. Got rid of his tense energy. Reset the space. Reset myself.
Took a few deep breaths. Tried to relax my jaw. Stretched it carefully. Okay. Manageable. Throat felt used, but not wrecked like last night. Ready for the next one. This one needed a different approach. Slower. More control. Observation.
I sat down on the edge of the bed this time. Like the synopsis said the client wanted. Smoothed my top. Crossed my legs briefly, then uncrossed them. Waited. Quieter this time. Calmer energy in the room. Trying to match the expectation.
The buzzer rang at 3:30 PM. A longer, softer buzz this time.
I opened the door. He was older. Maybe late fifties. Grey hair, neatly combed. Wore glasses. Clean shirt, pressed pants. Looked like a professor. Or a doctor maybe. His eyes were calm. Observant. They scanned me slowly. Took in my face, my body. Not with hunger, like the first guy. More like… appreciation. Or curiosity.
"Please, come in," I said. My voice was softer now. Quieter.
He stepped inside. Smiled faintly. "Thank you." His voice was quiet too. Cultured. He took off his shoes carefully by the door. Placed his light jacket neatly over the back of the chair. He looked around the room slowly. His eyes settled on me, sitting on the edge of the bed.
He nodded. "That position is fine, if it works for you."
"It's fine," I said.
He walked over slowly. Stopped a few feet away. Didn't rush. He unbuckled his belt slowly. Unzipped his pants. Also slow. Deliberate movements. He folded his pants carefully over the chair on top of his jacket. He wore plain white briefs. He looked down at himself for a moment. Then looked back at me.
"I appreciate your skill," he said softly. "I've heard… remarkable things. About your control. Your ability to take depth."
I just nodded slightly. Let him talk.
He took off his briefs. Let them drop to the floor. His cock was already semi-hard. It grew fully hard as he stood there. Looking at me. It was average size. Maybe slightly thinner than the first guy today. Circumcised. Looked clean. Nothing intimidating about its size. The challenge here wasn't size. It was control. Endurance. Performance.
He knelt down in front of me. On the floor. So his face was level with my lap. He looked up at my face. Held my gaze. His eyes were very clear behind his glasses. Focused. Waiting.
"May I?" he asked politely. Indicating my mouth.
I nodded again. Opened my mouth slowly. Kept eye contact.
He reached out. Took his cock in his hand. Guided the head towards my lips. Didn't push. Just offered it. I leaned forward slightly. Took the tip onto my tongue. Wet it slowly. Tasted him. Clean taste. Faintly salty.
He smiled again. A small, knowing smile. Then he began to push forward. Very slowly. Sliding into my mouth. Inch by inch. I let my lips close around him. Felt the texture of his skin. Smooth. Warm.
He filled my mouth slowly. Pressed my tongue down gently. Then he reached the back. The entrance to my throat. He paused there. Still holding my gaze. His eyes searched mine. Looking for something. Reaction? Control? Fear?
I kept my expression neutral. Focused. Showed him nothing but readiness.
He pushed deeper. Slowly. Carefully. Stretching the opening to my throat. It felt different from the rough pounding earlier. This was a slow, deliberate stretch. Easier to manage. Easier to control the muscles. I relaxed consciously. Opened for him. Let him slide deeper.
He went deep. All the way. Until his pubic bone pressed lightly against my chin. He was fully inside. Filling my throat. The pressure was there. That deep fullness. But it wasn't painful. Just… present.
He held still. Didn't move. Just stayed deep inside me. Making me hold him. His eyes never left mine. Watching my face intently. Watching for any flicker. Any sign of struggle.
My throat muscles tightened slightly around him. Acclimatizing. Holding him. My jaw started to ache from being held open, holding his full length. A slow, steady ache building up. Different from the sharp pain earlier. This was endurance pain.
I felt the first tiny tickle of the gag reflex. Way down deep. A faint quiver. Because he was so deep. Hitting that spot. But it wasn't violent. It was a soft signal. My eyes might have watered just a tiny bit at the edges. Not from pain. Just the deep pressure.
He saw it. His smile widened slightly. He liked that soft gag. The sign that he was truly deep. Pushing my limits gently.
He started to move then. But incredibly slowly. Pulling back just an inch or two. Then sliding back down. Deep. So slow. Each movement was deliberate. Controlled. Stretching my throat lining gently. Letting me feel every millimeter of his cock inside me.
He wanted me to hold it. To endure the depth. To show control even when the gag reflex fluttered. Even when my jaw screamed. Spit started to pool in my mouth. Slicking his shaft. Making his slow movements even smoother. Wetter. I couldn't swallow easily with him so deep, moving so slowly. The spit just gathered. Waiting.
He kept watching my face. His own expression was calm. Absorbed. Fascinated by the process. By my ability to take him like this. To remain still. To keep eye contact even with his cock buried deep down my throat.
Time stretched out. Felt like minutes passed with him just sliding slowly in and out. Hitting that deep spot again and again. Gently. Persistently. My jaw ached badly now. A deep, throbbing pain. My throat felt stretched taut. Full. But not raw like before. Just… occupied. Used in a different way.
I focused on my breathing. Slow breaths through my nose. Focused on keeping my throat relaxed. Open. Focused on holding his gaze. Showed him the control he wanted to see. Let him see the faint tears that welled up sometimes from the gag reflex. Let him see the strain in my jaw. But also the stillness. The acceptance. The skill.
He started to breathe a little faster. His own control starting to slip. His slow movements became slightly more urgent. Still slow compared to the first guy. But faster for him. He pushed deeper with each slow thrust now. Burying himself completely each time.
I felt him growing harder still inside me. Pulsing faintly against my throat walls. He was getting close. His eyes glazed over slightly. Still watching me, but more internally focused now. Lost in the sensation of being held so deep. So controlled.
He let out a soft groan. Barely audible. His hips gave a few slow, deep pulses. Pushing against my chin. He was coming.
It wasn't a rush like the first guy. It was a slow, thick welling up. His cock pulsed deep in my throat. Slow, heavy contractions. Releasing thick ropes of cum. Not shooting hard, but flowing out. Thick. Warm. Filling the back of my throat steadily.
I held his gaze. Didn't break contact. And I swallowed. Slowly. Deliberately. My throat muscles worked around his pulsing cock. Pulling the thick load down. One slow swallow. Then another. The cum was thick. Creamy texture. Milder taste than the first guy. Almost sweet. I swallowed it all. Cleanly. Showing him the final act of control. Taking his climax completely.
He finished pulsing. His body relaxed slightly. He stayed deep inside me for a moment longer. Breathing softly. Eyes still locked on mine. A look of deep satisfaction on his face. Maybe even gratitude.
Then he pulled out. Slowly. Carefully. Sliding his cock free from my throat. It emerged wet and coated in spit. He looked down at it for a second. Then back up at me.
He gave a small, respectful nod. "Remarkable," he whispered. Voice slightly hoarse.
He picked up his briefs. Wiped himself clean with a tissue he took from his pocket. Got dressed slowly. Carefully folding his clothes. All his movements were precise. Calm.
He took out his wallet. Removed the payment. Exactly the agreed amount. He placed it gently on the bedside table next to me.
"Thank you for your time. And your skill," he said sincerely.
He put on his shoes. Picked up his jacket. Gave me one last look. A faint smile. Then he left. Closing the door softly behind him.
The room felt very quiet. Peaceful even. Compared to the frantic energy of the first client.
I sat there on the edge of the bed for a while. Let myself relax. My jaw throbbed. A deep, muscle-sore ache. My throat felt… full. Stretched. Tired. Not raw and scraped like after the first guy, but definitely used. The slow, sustained stretching was a different kind of strain.
Two clients. Back-to-back. Two completely different experiences. One rough, fast, anonymous pounding. The other slow, intimate observation, controlled endurance. Both used my throat. Both paid for my skill. Both left satisfied.
That was the job. Adapt. Perform. Deliver what they wanted. Whether it was violent gagging or quiet control. Whether it hurt sharply or ached deeply.
I got up. My legs felt a little stiff from sitting so long. Went to the bathroom. Rinsed my mouth again. Throat felt thick. Tired. Swallowing was okay, but definitely felt the passage was stretched out. Looked in the mirror. Face looked okay. Jaw felt tight.
Cleaned up the room again. Put the money away. Good afternoon's work. Paid well. Covered the bills. Kept me going.
I went to the small kitchen area. Pulled out a bottle of whiskey from the cupboard. Poured a shot into a small glass. No ice. Just straight. I needed something strong. Something to numb the lingering ache in my jaw. Something to settle my stomach after swallowing two loads back-to-back.
I took a sip. The burn of the alcohol felt good going down. A different kind of burn than the one in my throat earlier. This one was welcome. Warming.
I sat on the sofa. Sipped the whiskey slowly. Looked around the clean, anonymous room. Just another Wednesday. Another day at work. Throat feels tired now. Stretched. Jaw aches from the second guy. Raw spots from the first one are still there underneath. Money's good though. It's just work. It's what I do. What the Throat Queen does.
I picked up my diary. Wrote down the essentials.
Wednesday. Two clients. Rough one first. Fast. Gagged hard. He liked it. Came fast. Quick swallow. Second one slow. Older. Watched close. Kneeling. Made me hold deep long time. Jaw hurts bad now. Gagged soft. He liked that too. Slow cum. Swallowed slow. Eye contact all the way. Both paid. Throat tired. Jaw sore. Whiskey helps. End of entry.
Closed the book. Finished the whiskey. The day was done. For work, anyway. Now just rest. Heal. Get ready for the next one. Always the next one.
Friday Night. He wanted more.
Thursday was quiet. No bookings. I let my throat rest. The ache from Wednesday faded completely. The rawness was gone. Just felt… normal again. Ready. It needs that sometimes. A day off between the hard ones. Especially after Tuesday’s big guy and Wednesday’s double shift. My jaw felt fine too. Ready for the weekend. Fridays and Saturdays are usually busy.
The booking came in Thursday night for Friday evening. A name I recognized. Mark. Not his real name, probably. He’d been here once before. Maybe a month ago. He liked the deepthroat then. Said I was the best he’d had. Standard compliment. But this time, his booking note was different. "Deepthroat like last time. But want to fuck your pussy at the same time. Will pay extra."
Okay. Double penetration. Throat and pussy. It wasn’t something I did often. More complicated. More intense. Needed more focus. More endurance. More… everything. Some girls specialized in it. For me, the throat was the main event. But the extra pay was good. And it was a change. A new kind of pressure. A different way to use my body. Fine. Let’s see.
I spent Friday getting ready. Normal routine. Clean apartment. Clean body. But I felt a little different today. Anticipation maybe. Knowing it wouldn’t just be my throat taking the strain. My whole body would be involved. Two points of contact. Two points of invasion. I chose a simple, thin chemise tonight. Something easy to push up. Black silk. Felt smooth against my skin. Maybe it would help me feel… smoother inside too. Less friction. Wishful thinking.
He arrived right on time. 8 PM. Mark. Looked the same as I remembered. Average height, maybe slightly stocky. Dark hair, cut short. Clean shaven. Looked like he came from an office job. Plain button-down shirt, dark pants. He seemed nervous though. More nervous than last time. His eyes darted around the room. Didn’t quite meet mine at first. Maybe asking for more made him anxious. Or maybe just excited.
“Hi Mark,” I said. Kept my voice low. Calm.
“Hi,” he mumbled. Stepped inside. Took off his shoes. Placed his coat on the chair. He looked at me then. His eyes went down the black chemise. Lingered for a second. Then back to my face. He swallowed.
“Ready?” I asked.
He nodded. Quick, jerky nod. “Yeah. Ready. You… you read the note? It’s okay?”
“It’s okay,” I confirmed. “Bed. On your back.” That’s how I preferred it for this. Gave me more stability. Easier to manage the throat angle when my body was braced.
He looked surprised I told him to get on the bed first. But he did it. He lay down. Looked awkward for a second. Like he wasn’t used to starting like this. He unbuckled his belt, undid his pants. Pushed them down. Pulled off his boxers. His cock was already hard. Sticking straight up from his groin. Good size. Thick shaft, slightly curved upwards. Nice head. Veiny. Looked eager.
I went to the bedside table. Picked up the bottle of lube. Plain, water-based. Unscented. I walked over to the bed. Stood beside him. He watched me. His nervousness seemed to fade a little. Replaced by focus. Hunger.
“Okay,” I said softly. “Lie back.”
I needed him positioned right. I climbed onto the bed. Straddled his waist, facing him. My knees on either side of his hips. The black silk chemise rode up my thighs. I leaned forward. Put one hand on his chest. Felt his heart beating fast under my palm.
I poured a generous amount of lube into my other hand. Rubbed my palms together. Warming it slightly. Then I reached down. Took his hard cock in my hand. It felt hot. Smooth skin. Throbbed faintly against my grip. I coated his shaft thoroughly with lube. Top to bottom. Made sure the head was extra slick.
Then, I shifted my position slightly. Lifted myself just enough. Guided the head of his cock to my pussy. My cunt was already damp. Ready. Anticipating. But the lube would make it easier. Faster. Less friction for the first entry. I drizzled some lube directly onto my clit and my wet folds. Cold for a second, then warm. Slick.
I held his gaze. His eyes were wide now. Watching me. Breathing shallow.
Slowly, I lowered myself onto him. The slick head of his cock pressed against my opening. Nudged inside. Stretching me. Filling me. I took him inch by inch. My pussy clenched around his thickness. Tight fit. Full feeling. I stopped when he was fully inside me. Buried deep. Base of his cock pressed against my clit through the thin skin. A low groan escaped his lips. His eyes squeezed shut for a moment.
Okay. Part one done. He was inside my pussy. Felt tight. Solid. Stretching me from within.
Now for part two. The main event.
I leaned forward carefully. Braced my hands on the bed on either side of his head. Positioned my face right over his chest. I looked down the length of my body. Saw his cock disappearing deep inside my cunt. Felt the solid fullness there. Then I looked up. At his face. His eyes were open again. Watching me with fierce intensity. Waiting.
I opened my mouth. Wide.
He understood. He reached up with both hands. Not to my head. But to his other cock. The one I was here for. The one that defined my title. He gripped his shaft. Aimed it towards my waiting mouth.
He pushed forward slowly at first. The head of his cock nudged past my lips. Wet with spit instantly. Tasted faintly salty. Familiar. He pushed deeper. Filling my mouth. Pressing my tongue down. Same feeling as always. But different this time. Because my lower body was already full. Already occupied. Stretched.
He kept pushing. Deeper. Towards my throat. I relaxed the muscles consciously. Opened the passage. Even while my pussy clenched around his other shaft deep inside me. A strange disconnect. My body working in two different ways at once.
His cock slid past my tongue. Into the back of my throat. Stretching the soft tissue. Deeper. Deeper. Until he hit the gag spot.
The reflex kicked in immediately. Stronger maybe because my whole body was already under tension. A hard gag. A choke. My stomach clenched. My throat seized up. My eyes watered instantly. Tears pricked hot behind my eyelids.
But I couldn't arch my back like usual. Because I was impaled on his other cock. Pinned down. My hips felt heavy. Anchored. The gag reflex felt trapped. More intense because it couldn't fully express itself physically.
He grunted. Felt the gag. Felt the struggle deep in my throat. He pushed harder. Deeper. Forcing past the spasm. Ramming his cock head against the back wall of my throat. Over and over.
And at the same time, he started to move his hips. Thrusting upwards. Pushing his other cock deeper into my pussy.
Fuck. The feeling was insane. Overwhelming.
My focus split. Torn in two directions. My throat screaming. Gagging. Choking on the thick cock ramming into it. Tears streaming down my face now. Spit drooling from the corners of my tightly stretched lips. Jaw aching. Head feeling pinned by the sheer force filling my mouth and throat.
And below… my pussy being pounded. Stretched wide. Filled completely. His cock slamming against my cervix with each upward thrust. My hips tried to rock instinctively. Tried to meet his rhythm. But the gagging interfered. Made my whole upper body tense and fight against the invasion in my throat.
Sounds filled the air. My choked gasps. Wet, ugly gagging sounds muffled around the cock in my throat. His own low grunts. Deep in his chest. Getting louder. Harsher. The wet slap of his balls against my chin. And the deeper, wetter slap of his hips hitting my ass as he pounded into my pussy. Skin on skin. Slick with sweat and lube.
He held my head steady now. One hand gripping my hair. Not pulling hard. Just holding me in place. Forcing me to take the relentless fucking of my throat. While his other hand gripped my hip. Controlling my lower body's movement. He fucked me hard. Mouth and pussy. Simultaneously. Relentlessly.
With every hard upward thrust of his hips into my cunt, the cock in my throat felt like it pushed deeper. Hitting that gag spot harder. Making me choke more. It was a vicious cycle. Pussy fucking triggering deeper throat fucking. Throat gagging making the pussy clench tighter. Overload. Pure physical overload.
My mind struggled to keep up. Just focused on surviving the dual assault. Breathe through the nose. Keep the throat open. Try not to bite down. Endure the pounding below. Tears flowed freely. Spit dripped onto his chest. My body felt completely taken over. Used in two places at once. Stretched to its absolute limit. Throat burning. Pussy throbbing, feeling raw from the friction. Jaw screaming from the stretch.
He was breathing hard now. Fast, ragged gasps. His face was flushed dark red. Sweat beaded on his forehead. Dripped down his temples. His eyes were screwed shut tight. Lost in the intensity.
He started pounding faster. Harder. Both ways. Ramming his cock down my throat with brutal force. Slamming his hips up into my pussy with violent speed. Building towards his climax. Driving me harder. Pushing me past my limits.
"Fuck! Oh fuck!" he gasped out. Voice rough. Strained.
He groaned loud then. A long, guttural sound torn from deep inside him. His whole body went rigid. Arched off the bed beneath me.
He was coming. In both places.
His cock deep in my throat jumped. Pulsed hard. Once. Twice. Releasing a massive flood of hot, thick cum. It shot out. Drenching the back of my throat instantly. So much volume. Choking me. Filling me completely before I could even react.
Simultaneously, his hips gave one final, impossibly hard thrust upwards. Driving his other cock deep, deep inside my pussy. Slamming against my cervix. And he came inside me too. Hot jets of cum shooting deep into my cunt. Filling me from the inside.
Double impact. Double load. Throat flooded. Pussy flooded. At the exact same second.
Overwhelming. Mind-blanking intensity.
I gagged violently on the thick cum choking my throat. Swallowed desperately. Trying to get it down. But it was so much. So thick. Another gag ripped through me. Tears blinded me. My throat muscles spasmed. Contracting hard around his still-pulsing shaft.
At the same time, my cunt clenched hard around his other cock. Milking him. Gripping him tight as he finished shooting his load deep inside me. My whole body trembled. Shook with the force of his dual climax. The sheer overwhelming sensation of being filled completely, simultaneously, in two places.
He collapsed back onto the bed. His body went limp beneath me. His cock in my throat stopped pulsing. Went slightly soft. His cock in my pussy stayed hard for a moment longer, then slowly softened too. He gasped for air. Chest heaving.
He pulled his cock out of my mouth first. Slowly. It slid free with a wet, sucking sound. Leaving my throat feeling raw. Burning. Coated thick with his cum. The taste was strong. Heavy. Musky.
I stayed slumped over him. Gasping. Coughing weakly. Trying to clear my throat. Spit and cum dribbled from my lips onto his sweaty chest.
Then he pulled his other cock out of my pussy. Slowly. Carefully. It slid out slick with lube and my wetness and his cooling cum. Left my cunt feeling empty. Stretched. Throbbing. Used.
He lay there beneath me. Eyes closed. Breathing hard. Didn't speak.
I pushed myself up slowly. My arms trembled. My whole body felt weak. Shaky. I shifted off him. Sat on the edge of the bed beside him. My legs felt unsteady.
I looked down. Cum dripped from between my legs. Ran down my inner thighs. Mixed with the lube. Made a mess on the sheets. My black chemise was pushed up around my waist. My skin felt sticky. Used.
My throat burned. A deep, raw fire. Worse than Tuesday night maybe. Because of the added strain. The intensity. Swallowing felt painful. Thick. My jaw ached profoundly. Felt like it might dislocate. My pussy throbbed with a deep, internal ache. Felt bruised inside. Stretched wide. Full of his cooling cum.
I felt… completely used. Every part of me. Throat. Pussy. Body. Mind. Pushed beyond limits. Drained. Exhausted.
Mark slowly sat up. He didn't look at me. Just swung his legs over the side of the bed. He looked wiped out. Face pale now. Still breathing a bit raggedly. He reached for his boxers, his pants. Started getting dressed slowly. Stiffly.
He didn't say anything until he was fully dressed. Shoes on. Ready to go. He reached for his wallet. Took out the money. The agreed amount. And then he took out more. Several extra large bills. He put the thick wad of cash on the bedside table.
"That was..." he started. Then stopped. Shook his head slightly. "That was intense. Fuck. Thank you." He finally looked at me. His eyes looked dazed. Satisfied. Maybe a little bit shocked.
He cleared his throat. "Keep the extra. You earned it."
Then he grabbed his coat. Walked to the door. Opened it. Hesitated for a second. Looked back. Gave a small, almost bewildered nod. And left. The door clicked shut.
Silence returned. Heavy. Thick with the smell of sex. Sweat. Cum. Lube.
I just sat there. On the edge of the messy bed. Didn't move for a long time. Listened to my own breathing. Felt the deep burn in my throat. The throbbing ache in my pussy. The exhaustion settling deep into my bones.
My body felt like a warzone. Used hard. Filled completely. Left depleted. The extra money lay on the table. Payment for the pressure. Payment for the dual invasion. Payment for pushing past limits. Payment for delivering the fantasy.
Slowly, I stood up. My legs really did feel shaky now. I walked stiffly towards the bathroom. Each step made me aware of the deep ache between my legs. The soreness in my throat.
I looked in the mirror. Face was a wreck. Eyes red, puffy. Cheeks streaked with dried tears and spit. Lips looked swollen. Bruised slightly maybe. Jawline looked tight. Tense. I opened my mouth carefully. Throat looked angry red. Felt worse than it looked.
I turned on the shower. Stripped off the ruined chemise. Let it fall to the floor. Stepped under the hot water. Let it run over my body. Washed away the sweat, the lube, the cum. Cleaned myself meticulously. Inside and out. Tried to soothe the aches. The heat helped a little. But the deep soreness remained. In my throat. In my cunt. In my jaw.
After the shower, I dried off. Put on clean, loose clothes. Went back into the main room. Stripped the messy sheets off the bed. Put them in the hamper. Put the money away. Cleaned the surfaces. Sprayed air freshener. Erased the signs of the intense encounter. Reset the space.
My throat felt shredded. My pussy felt tender. Bruised deep inside. I knew I wouldn't be working tomorrow. Saturday night would have to wait. Needed recovery time. This session took a lot out of me. More than just the physical strain. The intensity of the dual penetration. The overwhelming climax. It left me feeling hollowed out.
I found my diary. Sat on the sofa. Pen felt heavy in my hand.
Friday Night. Mark came back. Wanted more. Deepthroat and pussy fuck. At the same time. Said yes. Paid extra. It was… intense. Overwhelming. Lay on my back. He fucked my pussy while ramming his cock down my throat. Gagged hard. Couldn’t stop gagging. Tears. Spit. Sounds. He held my head. Fucked both holes hard. Split focus. Pain in throat, pain in pussy. Jaw hurts so bad. Came in both. Flooded my throat. Flooded my cunt. Double load. Felt like too much. Completely used. Throat burning. Pussy throbbing. Exhausted now. Paid very well. Left quick. Just lying here after. Need rest. Long rest.
Closed the diary. Put it away. Didn't want whiskey tonight. Didn't want anything. Just wanted quiet. Sleep maybe. If the burning in my throat and the ache in my body would let me. Friday night was over. The pressure was gone. Leaving only the aftermath. The Queen felt less like royalty tonight. More like wreckage.
Saturday.
My throat felt mostly healed today. Mostly. Friday night was… a lot. The double penetration left me sore in places I usually didn’t worry about. My pussy still felt tender inside. My throat had taken Friday’s pounding on top of the earlier week’s work. It felt thin. Stretched out. Like old elastic. I spent most of the day resting. Drinking water. Trying to gather strength.
I almost cancelled today’s booking. The last one of the week. But I couldn’t. Not this one. This client… he was different. He wasn’t a regular, but he wasn’t a stranger either. He came maybe twice a year. Always on a Saturday. Always with the same implicit challenge. He was known. Not just to me. Around. Whispers in the business. About his size. Huge. Massive. Both thick and long. The kind of cock that didn’t just push limits, it broke them for most girls.
He didn’t book online with notes like "prove it". He didn’t need to. His reputation preceded him. Coming to me was the proof. He came to see the Throat Queen. To see if the crown still fit. To see if I could still take what few others, maybe no others, could handle. It was a test. Every single time. And backing down felt like failure. Felt like admitting defeat. So, cancellation wasn’t an option. Not today. Not for him.
I prepared the apartment. Extra care today. Cleaned everything until it shone. Put out the thickest, softest towel. Made the bed perfect, though I knew we wouldn’t use it. This was always a kneeling job. A submission. A trial by cock. I checked myself in the mirror. Eyes still looked tired. Maybe more tired than Monday. Dark smudges underneath. Jaw looked tight. I forced it to relax. Stretched it wide. Closed it slow. Repeated it. Trying to work out any lingering stiffness from Friday’s double act, from Wednesday’s endurance test. My throat felt… okay. Open. Ready as it could be. I wore a simple dark tunic. Loose. Comfortable. Nothing fancy. This wasn’t about seduction. It was about pure function. Pure capacity.
The buzzer rang exactly at 7 PM. His usual time. My stomach clenched. Nerves. Real nerves. Not like the slight anxiety before a new client. This was different. This was the feeling before a major test. The kind you might actually fail.
I took a deep breath. Walked to the door. Opened it.
He stood there. Filled the frame, just like the big guy on Tuesday. But different energy. Not rough aggression. Just… power. Calm, confident power. He was tall. Solid build. Dressed well. Expensive casual clothes. Looked like money. Looked like control. His eyes met mine. Dark. Steady. Unreadable. But I saw the question in them. The challenge. Are you ready? Can you still do this?
“Come in,” I said. My voice sounded steady. Good.
He stepped inside. The air changed. Became charged. He moved with a quiet grace that didn't match his size. Took off his shoes. Placed his jacket neatly on the chair. He turned. Looked at me. Really looked. Assessing. Taking in my state. Could he see the tiredness in my eyes? Could he sense the lingering soreness? Maybe. His expression didn’t change.
He didn’t speak. Didn’t need to. We both knew why he was here. He walked to the center of the room. Stopped. Turned to face me. Waited.
No messing around. Straight to business. That was his way.
I walked towards him. Stopped a few feet away. And knelt. Placed my hands flat on my thighs. Back straight. Head up. Looking directly at him. Showing readiness. Showing respect for the challenge. Or maybe just showing I wasn’t scared. Even if part of me was.
He watched me kneel. A flicker in his eyes. Maybe approval. Maybe just acknowledgement. Then he reached for his belt. Undid it slowly. The buckle clicked softly. He unzipped his pants. Slow, deliberate movements. He pushed his pants and underwear down together. Kicked them aside slightly. Stood there. Naked from the waist down.
And his cock sprang free.
Fuck. Every time. Even knowing what was coming, the sight of it hit me like a physical blow. It was massive. Huge. Intimidating doesn’t even cover it. It was thick. Unbelievably thick. Like a weapon. A club. Thicker than the guy on Tuesday. Thicker than anyone else. And long. So long. Seemed impossible that something that size could fit. Dark skin. Heavy purple veins snaked across the shaft. The head was enormous. Wide, flared, deep red. Glistening slightly. Already hard as rock. Heavy. It looked brutally, impossibly big. Just looking at it made my throat tighten instinctively. Made my jaw ache in anticipation.
He stood there for a long moment. Letting me look. Letting the size sink in. Letting the fear build. Or the determination. He held his cock lightly in one hand. Not stroking. Just presenting it. The instrument of the test.
Then he spoke. His voice was deep. Smooth. Calm. "Ready, Queen?"
I just nodded. Couldn't trust my voice. Opened my mouth slightly. Took a breath through my nose. Focused.
He stepped closer. Stood right over me. Close enough that his heavy balls brushed against my forehead. He looked down at my open mouth. Then he looked into my eyes. Held my gaze.
He didn't have lube. He never brought any. He didn't need it. He lowered the huge head of his cock towards my mouth. Stopped just before touching me.
"Spit," he commanded softly.
I gathered saliva in my mouth. Leaned forward slightly. Coated the massive head with my spit. It took a lot. Covered the dark red skin until it shone wetly. The faint, salty smell of him filled my nose.
He nodded slightly. Satisfied. Then, using his hand to guide the immense weight, he pushed the head against my lips.
It stretched my mouth wide instantly. Just the head. Felt like my lips would tear. He pushed slowly. Forcing the wide flare past my teeth. Filling my entire mouth. Pressing my tongue down hard against the floor of my mouth. Felt like I couldn't breathe already. Just from the head being inside.
He paused there. Let me adjust. Let me feel the immense thickness filling every space. My jaw joints screamed in protest immediately. Stretched wider than felt safe. Wider than Mark stretched me on Friday. Wider than the big guy on Tuesday. This was another level.
I focused on my breathing. Slow, steady rhythm through my nose. Tried to relax my jaw muscles, even as they burned. Kept my eyes locked on his. Showed him I was still present. Still ready for more.
Then he pushed again. Slowly. Deliberately. Sliding the thick shaft deeper. Past my tongue. Into the opening of my throat.
The stretch was immediate. Intense. Painful. It felt like being split open. My throat muscles seized violently. Gag reflex exploded. A huge, uncontrollable heave rocked my whole upper body. Choked sounds ripped from my throat, muffled, distorted around the massive cock invading me.
Tears sprang instantly. Hot and thick. Flooding my eyes. Blurring my vision of him standing above me. Spit gushed into my mouth. Thick and stringy. Couldn't swallow. Couldn't do anything but gag. It poured from the corners of my stretched lips. Dripped down my chin onto my chest. Onto his hand holding his cock.
He didn't stop. Didn't slow down. He placed his free hand firmly on the top of my head. Fingers spread wide. Not gripping hard. Just holding me steady. Preventing me from pulling away. Forcing me to face the invasion. To take it.
He kept pushing. Deeper. Inch by painful, brutal inch. Each millimeter forward sent fresh waves of gagging through me. My stomach churned. Tried to expel him. My throat spasmed violently. Trying to close. Trying to reject the impossible size.
The sound was ugly. Wet, choked gagging. Desperate gasping sounds when I tried to snatch a breath through my nose. My whole body trembled. Shook with the force of the rejection. The force of the invasion.
He pushed deeper still. Hitting the gag spot. The sensitive back wall of my throat. But he didn't just hit it. He pushed past it. Deeper than seemed physically possible. It felt like his cock head was trying to burrow down into my chest. Pressure built behind my eyes. In my ears. Felt like I was suffocating. Drowning on dry land. Black spots danced in my vision. Panic clawed at the edges of my mind. Can't breathe. Too big. Too deep.
But then… the training. The years. The title. Throat Queen. It wasn't just a name. It was a skill. A discipline. A state of mind.
Through the tears, through the choking, through the pain, through the panic… I focused. Forced my mind into stillness. Ignored the screaming signals from my body. Relax. Open. Breathe. I consciously forced my throat muscles to stop spasming. To stretch. To yield. To accept the unacceptable. Breathe through the nose. Slow. Steady.
Inch by agonizing inch. Past the gag point. Past the feeling of suffocation. I took him deeper. My throat stretched paper-thin around his massive girth. Felt raw. Scraped. Burning. Each tiny movement he made sent jolts of pain through me. But I held on. Kept relaxing. Kept opening.
And then… I had him. All of him. The base of his enormous cock pressed hard against my lips. Stretching my mouth impossibly wide. His heavy balls rested firmly on my chin. He was fully, completely buried deep inside my throat. Deeper than anyone had ever been. Deeper than felt survivable.
He stopped moving. Held completely still. Deep inside me. I could feel a faint tremor in his hand holding my head. Or maybe it was my own body shaking. He looked down at my face. At the mess. Tears streaming. Spit drooling. Eyes red and wide. Jaw locked open around his impossible thickness. But I was holding him. Taking all of him. Swallowing around the base deep, deep inside.
A low sound rumbled in his chest. Surprise? Pleasure? Triumph? Maybe all three. He hadn't broken me. Not yet.
He slowly removed his hand from my head. Let me hold the position myself. Another test. Could I maintain this depth without him forcing me?
I did. Kept my head steady. Kept my throat open around him. Kept breathing through my nose. My jaw felt like it was fractured. A deep, shattering ache radiated through my skull. My throat burned like fire. Every muscle screamed. But I held him. Deep. Still.
Then he started to move. Slowly at first. Pulling back just enough to give some relief. Then plunging back down. Hitting that deepest spot again. Hard. Sending fresh waves of nausea, fresh tears. But the violent gagging didn't return. My body was past that point. Numbed by the sheer size. Or maybe just controlled by sheer will.
He picked up the pace. Faster now. Hard, deep, relentless pumps. Fucking my throat with brutal power. Each thrust felt like a punch deep inside. Ramming his massive cock against the raw lining. Stretching me. Pounding me. Testing my control. Testing my endurance. Testing the limits of my flesh.
The sounds were loud now. Wet sucking sounds as he pulled back slightly. Heavy slapping sounds as his balls hit my chin. His own harsh grunts with every deep thrust. And my choked, breathy gasps around the thick shaft filling my throat.
He fucked me without mercy. On and on. Relentless rhythm. Pounding deep. Stretching wide. My vision blurred. My mind went fuzzy. Disconnected from the pain slightly. Focused only on the mechanics. Open throat. Breathe nose. Don't bite. Survive. Perform. Be the Queen.
My jaw was pure agony. Tears flowed without stopping now. Just leaking from the corners of my eyes. My throat felt shredded. Rubbed raw. Burning intensely. But I kept taking him. Kept swallowing around him deep inside. Kept meeting the challenge.
I could feel him building. The tension in his powerful body coiled tighter. His thrusts became harder. Faster. More frantic. He was close. Very close. His face contorted above me. Jaw clenched. Eyes squeezed shut tight. Sweat dripped from his face onto mine. Hot and salty. Mingled with my tears and spit.
He let out a roar. A deep, bellowing sound that echoed in the small room. Primal. Overwhelming. His whole body locked up. His hips slammed forward one last time. Driving his massive cock impossibly deep. Slamming into the deepest part of my throat with incredible force. Pinning me there.
And then he came.
Oh fuck. The volume. It was unbelievable. Not pulses. Not ropes. A torrent. A flood. Hot, thick cum erupting from him. Shooting down my throat with incredible pressure. Filling me instantly. Completely. Drowning me from the inside.
I choked. Gagged hard. Violently. Couldn't breathe. Couldn't swallow fast enough. The sheer amount of cum was overwhelming. Thick. Heavy. Filling my throat. Backing up into my mouth. I desperately tried to swallow. Muscles contracting convulsively. Trying to force the thick tide down. Gagging again. Choking on the massive load. The taste was strong. Musky. Filling my head. Thick and cloying.
And he kept coming. Pulse after relentless pulse. Shooting more and more hot, thick cum down my already flooded throat. He didn't stop pumping either. Kept fucking me slowly, deeply, even as he unloaded gallons into me. Forcing the cum deeper. Forcing me to take it all.
It felt endless. Like he would never stop coming. Like I would drown in his climax. My body spasmed. Choked. Swallowed desperately. Tears streamed. My vision greyed out at the edges. Lungs burning for air. Throat completely full. Burning from the raw friction, the stretching, and now the sheer volume of hot cum coating every surface.
Finally. Finally, the pulsing slowed. Stopped. His body shuddered one last time. He stayed buried deep inside me for a long moment. Heavy. Still semi-hard. Filling me completely. Pinning me under his weight, his climax.
Then, slowly, carefully, he pulled out. His massive cock slid free from my throat. The sound was wet. Sickeningly loud. It left my throat feeling cavernous. Empty. And utterly destroyed. Raw. Burning. Coated thick with what felt like liters of his heavy cum.
He stepped back. Looked down at me.
I was still kneeling. Head bowed low now. Gasping raggedly for air. Coughing violently. Trying to clear the thickness from my throat. Trying to breathe. Spit and cum dribbled from my lips onto the floor between my knees. My whole body shook uncontrollably. Every muscle screamed with exhaustion and pain. My jaw felt dislocated. My throat felt like it had been ripped open and scrubbed with wire. My stomach churned, heavy and full with his massive load.
He stood there. Breathing heavily himself. His cock hung semi-soft now. Still huge. Dripping spit and cum onto the floor. He looked down at his own cock. Then he looked back at me. Kneeling in the mess. Broken. Gasping. Shaking. But still kneeling. Still conscious. Still here.
He nodded slowly. A single, sharp nod. A look of… respect? Maybe. Acknowledgment, definitely.
He reached down. Picked up his pants and underwear. Got dressed slowly. Methodically. Buckled his belt. Straightened his shirt. Ran a hand through his hair. Composed himself completely. Became the controlled, powerful man who walked in again.
He reached into his wallet. Took out a very thick stack of bills. Didn't count them. Just placed the entire stack on the small table near the door. Far more than any other client ever paid. Payment for the peak. Payment for the title.
He walked to the door. Put on his shoes. Picked up his jacket. He paused with his hand on the doorknob. Looked back at me one last time. Still kneeling. Still gasping. Still shaking.
"Still the Queen," he said. His voice was quiet. But clear. A statement of fact.
Then he opened the door. And left. Closing it softly behind him.
Silence crashed down. Deafening after the intensity. The only sound was my own harsh breathing. My wet coughs. The faint dripping sound from my chin hitting the floor.
I stayed there. On my knees. On the floor. For a long, long time. Couldn't move. Didn't want to move. Just knelt there in the puddle of spit and cum. Let the shaking slowly subside. Let the air return to my lungs. Felt the deep, profound ache in my jaw. Felt the raw, burning agony in my throat. Felt the heavy fullness in my stomach.
Exhausted. Completely depleted. Pushed far beyond any reasonable limit. Throat shredded. Jaw screaming. Body trembling.
But I did it. He didn't break me. I took him. All of him. The biggest, the hardest. The ultimate test. I took his fucking. I took his climax. I swallowed it all down. I survived.
Slowly. So slowly. I pushed myself up. My legs were weak. Shaky. My whole body felt fragile. Used up. I walked stiffly, painfully, to the bathroom. Avoided looking in the mirror this time. Knew it would be bad. Just turned on the tap. Rinsed my mouth. Gently. Again and again. The water felt cool, but didn't soothe the deep burn. Swallowing hurt like hell. Felt like swallowing glass. Spat into the sink. Thick saliva. Tinged with blood. Definitely blood this time. Not much. But enough. Proof of the damage.
I cleaned up the main room. Slowly. Carefully. Wiped the floor meticulously. Put the money away without counting it. Stripped the towel I hadn't used. Just reset the space. Erased the evidence of the trial.
My throat was on fire. A deep, relentless burn that radiated up into my ears, down into my chest. My jaw throbbed with a pain that felt bone-deep. I knew I wouldn't be working tomorrow. Or the next day. Or maybe for several days. This one required serious recovery time. The Queen needed to heal her ravaged kingdom.
I found my diary. Sat heavily on the sofa. Picked up the pen. My hand still trembled slightly.
Saturday. The Title Holder came. He’s huge. Massive cock. Tested me hard. Kneeling. Used my spit. Pushed deep. Gagged so bad. Choked. Tears. Spit everywhere. Felt like dying. Like I couldn’t breathe. He held my head. Forced me. Fought back. Focused. Relaxed throat. Took him. All of him. Inch by painful inch. Jaw feels broken. He fucked my throat raw. Hard. Deep. Relentless. Tested my control. Passed. He came. So much cum. Unbelievable amount. Flooded me. Choked again trying to swallow it all. Kept pumping while cumming. Swallowed it all down. He left me on the floor. Gasping. Raw. Full. Paid crazy money. Said “Still the Queen.” He left. Stayed on floor long time. Throat destroyed. Bleeding a little. Jaw agony. Stomach heavy. Exhausted. But did it. Survived. Queen still holds the title. Week done now. Thank fuck. Need rest. Long rest. Before Monday comes again.
I closed the diary. Put the pen down. Let the book fall onto the cushion beside me. Leaned my head back. Closed my eyes. Didn't move. Just breathed. Let the silence settle. Let the pain throb. Let the exhaustion claim me. Another week chronicled. Another week survived in the life of this whore. The Throat Queen. Reigning. Barely. But still reigning. For now.
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